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Valotonin wrote:I wouldn't try to turn everything into one large issue because it becomes overwhelming when not thinking about them individually. Step one is to slowly address your substance issues, step two is with your new found energy to get your environment looking and feeling like a home rather than just a place to sleep and eat. Eventually by addressing these issues you will naturally attract friends because they will see you as someone who has his shit together. Its a slow climb out of the lake and onto the mountain above but you have every ability to do so, you have every ability to live a really fufilling life. Take the issues that take priority and address them first, eventually all that you will be left with are small trivial things and as time progresses the issues become easier and easier obstacles to climb.
Creativity will naturally come of improving your situation and you will find that making music or art comes with ease when your mind isn't carrying a constant burden around with it. The keystone to all of this is the substances, if you can address that issue the rest of your life will fall into place and the other issues will practically dissolve.
Aerial Boundaries wrote:Yes, I understand not wanting to spend time with friends because their interests are too divergent. This is an issue with depression (here I go again) because we find it hard to get interested in things in the first place, so our horizons are necessarily narrowed. Makes it difficult to want to be social, which worsens the condition.
Negamuse wrote:A week of sleepless nights and unable to get myself out of beds. Terrified knowing I'm making mistakes, and making them in public. The fear that my own mistakes reflect on others in a way they didn't up til now. Unable to stablise my mood but having to just roll with it. The fear I'm alienating some well meaning friends with accidental obnoxiousness.
Hope this is a chemical induced dip. :/
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