Considering there's no reference to cars or a crash, i don't suspect there's any meaningful connection.
Also, a spiritual person struggling with religious choices? What would that look like, and why would a spiritual person downgrade their philosophical apparatus by following any dogmatic religious choice, when they have their own liberated mind to make such decisions on their own? Your theory seems like a unsubstantiated reach based on practically nothing imo.
Is this your own theory or are you reading it from somewhere?
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