Hello twoism friends,
After further investigation it looks like what appeared to be a heart attack a week ago basically 99% likely to just be a massive anxiety/panic attack that just very closely mimicked a heart attack's symptoms. More tests and stuff will be done, but at this point it looks like they are just precautionary rather than trying to determine what had already happened. Reasons behind the problem include the multiple stress events recently, but also my body's reaction to the stress was intensified due to the fact that I'm detoxing all of the nasty chemicals out of my body right now. The detox started after the withdrawals from my meds left over a month ago. I've never detoxed before in my life, so I have a lot of bad chemicals in my body, especially so considering the much larger than normal amount and variety of chemicals and toxins I put into my body over the past ~15 years. The detox was affecting my mind and my body. My mind with high levels of depression and anxiety. My body with intense nausea, pain and fatigue. Also, I have acne again lol. Fortunately, recent research has been discovered in using natural products that are already available for a newly discovered purpose that is to greatly lessen the bad symptoms of the detox without hindering the detox itself. I've been taking these things for a few days now and am already noticing a massive difference. I'm much happier, no more nausea, less pain and fatigue. That damn acne is still there for now though haha.
But wait, there's more. I found a room mate! A damn good one too. A friend of mine just happened to move back to this area recently and is looking for a nice place in town. He's a bit older than me, but I consider that a benefit. He is a great guy, an amazing cook, has an awesome, secure, well paying job, is very trustworthy, fair, easy going and is a great friend. Now I only have to pay 50% of a rent bill and other bills too, which is massively beneficial considering my budget. He already has stuff like furniture and kitchen stuff too. I basically have just a mattress, a computer desk and chair and 1 frying pan to contribute, all of which will be going into my new room. We already found and applied to a place and should hear back this week. It's a really nice duplex that's exactly at the maximum limit for my allowed rent budget. Literally 1 cent more and it would begin eating out of my grocery money and other expenses. I wouldn't be able to afford a place anywhere near this nice on my own. I'm also in the process of applying for and being accepted into a new program from the government that will pay for my last months rent up front, among other helpful living/moving expenses for people on as low of an income as myself.
But definitely the absolute best thing about right now is that, after many years of many attempts, my mustache is finally full and glorious lol. I've wanted one all my life and am finally now able to grow one without looking like a sad teenager who has no manners when eating a large sized chocolate bar. So I'm now sporting one proudly just like so many of the great men throughout my life that I have looked up to. My father being number 1 on that list. In the entirety of my life he's shaved his upper lip a total of twice. Maybe I'll post a picture in the "what do boccers look like" thread once my detox finishes and this damn acne clears up.
Good gravy, people! Things are really looking up for me now!