Helios wrote:I watched enough of it (and have seen enough of the satanic/evil references to Geogaddi in the past) to get the gist. I don’t really think the source of the material matters, and I *get* why whoever made the video used it, but I don’t agree with it.
To me, BoC is warm, happy, nostalgic, and hopeful (even TH is hopeful). I just don’t understand the fans that constantly bind evil/grotesque/satanic crap to their darker tracks.
Whatever, though. That’s just my opinion.
I actually agree with you a lot there. As a longtime fan of the guys, it's become quite tiresome to see that there are people that still accuse them of being occult weirdo satanists because of some artistic liberties from twenty years ago. To me, Geogaddi is still a mysterious album, but more so just a journey with a darker edge to it, something I believe they intended. I don't know if I'd say BoC are always "happy", but I can understand "hopeful".
That being said, I really don't care if others have visual interpretations like that. I don't care for it (as I think I mentioned earlier the A&O visuals did absolutely nothing for me and I basically tuned out enough to miss the swastikas and burning cat) but I really don't begrudge it that much, but let's just not take it as concrete fact that Geogaddi is "evil" or whatever.
On a personal note: As someone who ruminates over their own "edgier" phases, seeing this kind of thing brought up for others makes me anxious.
sewerslvt wrote:That's how I've felt about making this music, as an act of destroying myself, & for what, peoples mild amusement? longing for things to go wrong? fame & fortune? I'm not sure anymore. anything I do or say will be viewed by thousands of people, picked apart, criticised by people who think it's in any way at all important. It's hardly a spotlight, it's a magnifying glass under the sun.
I never expected things to have been this way, when I was younger I wanted to be the next GG Alin, but more importantly, stay underground, stay unknown, & keep this as a hobby only, push the boundaries, piss people off, black metal aesthetic, etc. & anyone who questioned it can get the finger. But then I grew up, I matured, & saw the world differently, I changed. But the internet is the internet, & Ive been paying for those mistakes by the pound.
These things I've done that I regret & have done my best to atone for, simply won't matter, not when people show no forgiveness & want nothing but blood to pay the debts. & blood is what they will get, & even then I'm not sure it will be enough.
Even in saying this, even by coming back at all, It feels like I'm just lighting myself on fire & then watch all the moths come towards me. I sometimes get asked what's it's like to be famous, a thought which never occurs to me but whenever people ask I look at my numbers & realise how far I've come, & I don't feel pride, I feel paranoid, I feel threatened. that's how many people are watching you now.
& every time I tell them the same thing.
Don't ever be famous, It destroys you, I hate being me.
P.S. Pull my finger